Life seems to play tricks on us at the most unexpected times.
Nearly three weeks ago I experienced the most significant loss
of my life when my baby Joon went to heaven.
Not long after, I lost Puma…
When I was finally able to function again, I went right back to my 90-day challenge.
Becoming a better, more productive human being is the most important goal of all at the moment.
One that will allow me to experience life in a new and exciting way.
Striving for this goal will bring every aspect of my life to a new level;
Relationships, business, writing, fitness, power,
love, communications, social status, etc…
After a year of intense changes, struggles and losses, and just a little
over one month of consistent efforts, some powerful rays are piercing
through the clouds. During my last FBA meetup, I met some amazing guys
that will not only help make my journey smoother, but they’re also
people I enjoy hanging out.
Who knows where these new friendships will lead!
New doors are being opened for me, new dimensions.
Efforts are starting to pay off, and I’m only getting started!
Another powerful ray of sunshine came in the form of an extraordinary woman.
I’m feeling things that I’ve never felt before. She sent me the first message last Thursday. It didn’t contain anything out of the ordinary, but as soon as I opened it, I felt as if
she was already in my life and merely messaging me to say hello.
Like I had known her for an entire lifetime.
With each message, the feeling got stronger and stronger,
until I couldn’t resist anymore and had to call her. As soon as we spoke,
the atmosphere became almost overwhelming.
At that moment a thought came to mind.
One that freaked me out a little.
Four words that have never, ever crossed
my mind in that particular order; She is my soulmate.
It sounds crazy as fuck just to type and read this right now, but it’s such a powerful
feeling that denying or avoiding to say or think it would be childish.
We spoke for a total of 3 hours so far, and every minute of it made me smile.
I’m really looking forward to meeting this woman face to face, another feeling I’ve never had. There are no feelings of nervousness, doubts, or any other type of negative thoughts coming to the surface…
She’s confident, funny, charming, classy and sweet. If any of my friends spoke this way about a woman they had just met, I would probably dismiss it as being immature or overly optimistic. But this is different. I KNOW that her presence will bring full of positive emotions into my life, and that my presence will bring her happiness as well.
I feel that we both need the same things from a partner, and desire the same things
out of life.
This is the universe showing me that my efforts are being rewarded, and continuing
to live this way will revolutionize every single aspect of my life. Soon, my reality will be
a reflection of the magical, limitless life I was visualizing in my twenties…
The universal harvest is like other crops in nature, the harvest only comes after sowing the seeds, nurturing them and being patient. The main difference is that harvesting
the life of your dreams takes much longer than corn or wheat. Especially if your
goals and desires are out of the ordinary. It could take years, even decades for
the life of your dreams to materialize. The only condition is to never give
up, and keep working at it while maintaining a positive mindset.
Keep nurturing those seeds no matter how many seasons pass, there will be
scary storms, droughts, maybe even a tornado or two… But one day,
when you’ve finally become the person you had to become,
the fruits of your labour will sprout.
Midlifemorphosis 